So i still have depression and im constantly bored, i feel like a loser who cant do anything right. I want to let my creativeness out, make something i can share with the world or family, but im probably dreaming too big. I cant stand being depressed and bored, it stinks, everyone tells me to work out but i lack the motivation to do so.
i usually just watch youtube all day while complaining to family members that have no idea what to do about me.
D&D and tabletop gaming in general has helped a lot with my social anxiety and mental health.
Came here to say this and glad someone else mentioned it. You first need to focus on yourself so a simple outdoor activity such as walking, cycling, hiking , etc and then slow introduction to social settings and tabletop d&d is a fantastic forum for that. There are tons of online games (ie roll20) that you can look into if you have anxiety when meeting people in person.