It feels all but certain that I won’t be able to enjoy a prosperous life or get to retire. All of the wealth is going straight to the top. All of the opportunities to move up in the world are being rug-pulled. All of the federal agencies that help keep us safe and healthy are gone. The social safety net is getting flushed down the toilet. We will live in disease and squalor, and the most vulnerable of us will die.

Because I dared to not be a sociopath, I and anyone else who voted for sanity will be deemed enemies of the state and hunted down - which won’t be hard, because it would be trivial to build the most robust surveillance state in human history if it doesn’t exist already.

I myself have disabilities (which I don’t think qualify for benefits) that make it hard, but not impossible, to find a job. The problem is that I just can’t bring myself to do it because I don’t get what the fucking point is anymore. I have to work so hard to get out of this rut just for some fascist fuck to kill me or toss me into a torture facility before I can even experience life on my own.

Have you been in a similar headspace and were able to escape it? If so, what snapped you out of it?

  • bkr78658@sh.itjust.worksEnglish
    11·
    11 hours ago

    If it is the election results that are making me feel this way. I try to be optimistic even about that. I imagine what if the party I did not vote for, manages to do the good things they promised. In USA example would it not be awesome if Trump actually manages to end some wars (in at least somehow fair way)?

    • Irremarkable@fedia.io
      52·
      11 hours ago

      Your mistake is assuming the actual definition of “a fair way” and what Trump means by it are not so far apart from each other it’s not even funny.

      For him the “fair way” for Ukraine is for them to submit and lick Putin’s boot, and have their eastern regions subjected to the full scale cultural genocide already in effect.

      For him the “fair way” for Palestine is naked ethnic cleansing and genocide.

      So yeah, it would in fact not be awesome for those things to happen.

      E: grammar

        • Irremarkable@fedia.io
          42·
          10 hours ago

          There’s a difference between optimism and delusion

          Optimism is good

          Delusion is not

          The optimistic view is that’s the worst that happens.

          • adarza@lemmy.caEnglish
            3·
            10 hours ago

            i remember what happened last time.

            i remember almost losing the most important person in the world to me as a direct result of that asswipe.

            i expect even worse than what i could possibly come up with on my own.

          • bkr78658@sh.itjust.worksEnglish
            2·
            10 hours ago

            You know this is not true. And I believe it is also harmful responding this in a post of someone who is struggling with doom/pessimistic thinking.

            • Irremarkable@fedia.io
              12·
              10 hours ago

              Frankly it is. It’s a shame you’ve deluded yourself into believing otherwise.

              Delusion is not the answer to doom and pessimism. You prepare for the worst, you hope for the best, and you keep doing the best you can with the things you have. But you sure as fuck do not delude yourself.